Showing posts with label writing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label writing. Show all posts

Friday, April 6, 2018

On Trying New Things

Well, hello there. Remember me?
Yeah, so it's been a long time. A really long time. I don't have much of an excuse, except that I'm lazy. Also, college classes. They are so much better than high school, but take up a lot more time and energy.
I'm not going to lie, these past few months have been a struggle for me in more ways than one. I'm not going to go into any detail, but I can tell you that this hasn't exactly been beneficial for my writing career. By that I mean, I basically haven't written at all, except for a frantic last-minute short story I entered in Write Out Of This World again this year (I didn't win). Not that I'm that surprised, the story was nowhere near my best work and I would have expected a third place at most. Still, it's sad, and I've struggled with it a little bit, but not nearly as much as my first year entering. 
Now, to get down to it.
One of my college classes this year is Writing Fiction 1. That's right folks, I'm taking a creative writing class! I decided to take this class because my tentative after-AA plan involves a major in Archaeology and a minor in Creative Writing, and I realized I should see if I actually enjoy doing it in a classroom atmosphere. So far, it's been cool, though it only started last week. I guess the class overall is a "new thing," but that's not what I came here to talk about.
Just today (about half an hour ago, actually), I discovered that this class strictly forbids genre writing.
Yes, I'm serious.
That means no aliens or crazy technology, no fairies or magic, no ghosts or monsters that lurk in the shadows. 
I was a little irritated at the thought, honestly. 
If you've been following me for a while, you'll quickly realize that all I write is genre fiction. In fact, I believe the majority of people in my class do, too. 
But "strictly forbids" is probably a bit stronger of a phrase than I needed to use. It's not that the teacher hates genre fiction or anything, it's just not what the class is for.
And in no time at all, I became excited.
Perhaps writing genre fiction will not be taught, but in its place, we will be learning to write literary fiction. 
In the words of my writing teacher, 

"This [genre fiction] is to be contrasted with “literary fiction,”
which refers to the fiction written in literary tradition with freeform rules and standards.
Literary fiction emphasizes character, setting, figurative language, and structure."

"No. Just write literary stories. If you are still unclear on what that means, hang in there.
Just remember the basic rule: focus on character, not plot. Write stories about people who are “real"
and who are compelling. Don't emphasize plot too much and don't slide into horror,
sci-fi, romance, fantasy, or..."


That last part is the part that comforted me. Instead of being angry at not being able to write in my dear sci-fi genre, I was intrigued. I was going to learn something, not just spend a class doing something that was a fun little hobby. And at the same time, I realized: these techniques will be useful in all my writing, including genre fiction. The concepts of character-driven stories, or focuses on structure and language, or settings are in no way exclusive to literary fiction. Sure, we may not see much of that in modern genre fiction, but there are no rules against it. Perhaps I will be limited in some ways in this class, but in another way, I will be more free than ever. I will be learning something valuable and exciting, and both my writing and I will be the better for it.
So, there you have it. I'm excited to try something new in this class. I can easily foresee it being a struggle, especially at first, to come up with story ideas that don't involve a futuristic or fantastic basis, but I will be expanding my palate in the long run. As (I believe) I've said before, the reason I enjoy writing short stories so much is because their length gives me a chance to experiment with new styles and genres without committing to a whole novel. In a sense, that's what this class will be doing, as well.
To trying new things!
-Trinity-

Friday, June 23, 2017

So, It's Been Awhile...

No, I haven't dropped off of the face of the earth. I just got busy. Really busy. So, I'll do my best to catch you all up on some of the more exciting and/or important elements of my life in the past few months.
You remember that little thing called "Camp NaNo?" Yeah, that didn't happen. I mean, it did, but not for the whole month. Don't get me wrong, I loved the story I was working on, but I just ran out of motivation to write it. Which is something I'm going to try harder with this July, when I do Camp again. Wish me luck!
Hey, you remember that little writing contest called Write Out of This World that I entered last year? My whole big thing about rejection? Well, brave little me entered it again this year. And this time, I won 2nd Place! Yep! Pretty cool, huh? Honestly, though, the best thing about that wasn't the award ceremony (which was pretty awesome) or the prizes (50 bucks to Barnes and Noble was just one of the many prizes) but the community. I mean, I got to spend some quality time with fellow writers! How awesome is that?!
Anyways, if you guys want to read my WINNING story, just go here and look for "And the Stars Sang."
Also, just to show you how epic my award ceremony was, here's a picture my dad took of me reading an excerpt of my story.

Well, not much else has really been exciting in the past few months, but I CAN tell you that I've been working on a few short stories, so stay tuned! I may be sharing them with you guys in the future! In the meantime, thanks for reading, and stop by anytime!

Adios!

Sunday, April 2, 2017

Camp NaNo Day 2

Well, it looks like day two has come and gone, with me finishing my word count for the day in the nick of time. Nothing says writer like staying up into the wee hours (or ten-thirty) trying to get all your words in. And hey, I'm proud of myself for actually finishing it, because I didn't have a great day today. (But I won't bog you down with the details)
Day: 2
Total words written: 3,423
Words written today: 1,704
Words left: 46,577
Favorite excerpt from the day:  “Here,” a whisper said into her ear. She turned and took the box of matches from Aidan’s shaking hands, gingerly plucking a single matchstick from the box and dragging it against the rough side. A flame flared, and Meg lowered it gently onto a waiting candle. The light grew gradually as she watched, flickering in some invisible breeze.
A thought came suddenly to Megan’s head as she stared at a glowing picture of Maeve.
“Wherever you are, Maeve,” she whispered quietly into the still air of the auditorium, “I hope you’re alright.”

This is random, but I want to thank you guys so much for reading. It makes me so happy to see the number of page views I get every time I post. Your following of my misadventures into the world of writing is making me so much more confident in my abilities!

Thanks, everyone!
-Trinity

Saturday, April 1, 2017

Camp NaNo Day 1

Hello all,
it's day one of Camp NaNo, and guess what...
I DID IT!!!
Ahhh, I love me some MST3k GIFs...

But, to get back to the point, YES! I actually met my word count goal for the day!
And, trust me, it was difficult. I think the hardest part was the very beginning...coming up with an opening sentence. That's not something I typically have difficulty with, but for some reason, I did today. 
But that doesn't matter right now. Like my favorite writing quote says, "it doesn't have to be good, it just has to be there." (I honestly can't remember who said that.)
Now, let's get down to it: the daily log!
Day: 1
Total Words Written: 1719
Words Written Today: 1719
Words Left: 48,281
Favorite excerpt: The sound of an angry seagull jarred Megan out of her peaceful slumber. She blinked in the dim light of the tent, closing her eyes against the glare of her watch as she checked the time: 2:37.

“Maeve,” she croaked, her mouth bitter from the cocoa residue on her teeth. When no reply came, she rolled over, ready to poke awake her sleeping friend. But, much to her surprise, the sleeping bag was empty, not even unrolled from its pack. She furrowed her eyebrows.
“Where is she,” she murmured to herself. Forcing herself to stand despite the still-sleeping feeling in her limbs, she unzipped the tent, peering outside. It was pitch-black, the fire no longer glowing and the peaceful sound of snoring emanating from the boys’ tent next door.

I hope you enjoyed that little snippet of my writing!
Well, keep me in your thoughts as I trudge on through the jungle that is Camp NaNo...and keep reading along as I *attempt* to do a daily log every day throughout April!

Adios!

Friday, March 31, 2017

NaNoWriMo Survival Guide

Hey all, as Camp NaNo time is rolling around again (in about 9 hours, to be precise), I thought I might share some of my tips and tricks for surviving the craziness that is Camp NaNo.
What is Camp NaNo, you ask? Well, Camp NaNo is a smaller, more casual and free-form version of the full NaNoWriMo of November. Camp NaNo happens in both April and July, and writers are allowed to set any word goal they want, and any type of project (from novels to short stories to poems).
I sticking with the good ol' novel this year, and I'm really excited (albeit somewhat nervous) to participate. I did take part in the July camp last year, and well, let's just say it didn't work out. (I got 8k words in before I gave up).
I don't quite know what it is, but something about Camp NaNo just doesn't feel like the November version - a lot less intense, I suppose.
All that aside, here's my tips for surviving NaNo, whether that's the traditional November one or the Camp versions.

Tip Numero Uno: PLAN PLAN PLAN
Okay, I get that some of you out there are pantsers. You thrive on taking NaNo by the seat of your pants, and maybe that works for you. On the other hand, there are also the planners, who plot out every scene before hand. Or there's me: the plantser. I'm a little bit of both. I plan up to a certain point, but after that, I wing it and plan as I go.
But this one thing is important: whether or not you're a panster or a planner, you NEED to have some idea of what you're going to write. Don't ever say, "hey, I'll just come up with an idea November 1st and it'll be fine."
BECAUSE IT WON'T.
Honestly, just come up with a very simple plot at least, maybe a Pinterest board with the feels you want. (I love me some Pinterest, guys)
JUST DO SOMETHING.

Tip #2: Sustenance of body and mind
Okay, it's pretty obvious that you need food to survive NaNo. I mean, you need food to survive every other month out of the year, writing contest or not. BUT, what you may not think of, is that you need food for the mind as well. But I'll get to that later. First, let me tell you about some of my favorite foods for NaNo.
FROZEN FRENCH FRIES: Easy, not (too) unhealthy, and you can pop them in the oven for a few minutes and write while they're cooking. Last November, my awesome brother brought a couple bags home for me and I feasted for a week.
Now, for drinks:
LA CROIX: My favorite drink for NaNo, and, honestly, the rest of the year. Healthy, with a hint of fruit, and they come in a million flavors. In my house, we can easily go through a couple cases a week.
A bonus of the November NaNo is leftover Halloween candy. Unfortunately, there's no Halloween during Camp NaNo, BUT there IS Easter! I'm seriously looking forward to some Creme Eggs and Peanut Butter Cups...mmm.
Sustenance for the mind:
Just as important, but easily overlooked. Stock up a collection of favorite books (or books you've been meaning to read) and settle down in between writing periods to keep your creative mind going. I got a few writing books for Christmas, and they're going to be my right-hand men this April as I work on my novel.
Wonderbook: Okay, this book is freaking WeIrD, but it's also insanely helpful. With selected essays and interviews with published authors, and surreal but somehow inspiring artwork, it'll answer a lot of your plot questions and issues.
The Emotion Thesaurus: This book is amazing. I have a weakness for Thesauruses, and this one takes the cake. It describes in detail physical and internal reactions to different emotions. It's especially helpful for getting around cliches that might come with certain emotions.
How to Write Science Fiction and Fantasy: A masterpiece by a master, Orson Scott Card. It helps you create worlds, cultures, and other things you might need in your speculative novel.
The Elements of Eloquence: A great book for the prose writer in all of us. This book has a huge amount of literary devices to help create the perfect turn of phrase.

Tip Number Three: Escape when you need to
I'm sure that most of you out there have at least one roommate. I, personally, have to share a home with two brothers, my mom, and two obnoxious cats. So, if you live in a crazy hub of activity like me, I give you permission to ESCAPE in order to get writing done. Whether that's to your room where you can put in headphones, write in peace, and *hopefully* not be interrupted, or to the nearest coffee shop, you should always have a fallback spot for when everything gets too crazy and you need some peace and quiet.

Well, that's it for today. I'll do my best to keep you updated on my progress through April (probably won't happen though lol).
Thanks for reading!
~Trinity

Tuesday, January 3, 2017

New Year, New Goals

Happy New Year, everyone!
I hope that this year is filled with joy, and love, and kindness. That's what makes the world go 'round, you know.
Anyways, I'm here to tell you all of my new resolutions for this year. But first, let's go back and check up on last year's resolutions and see what did and didn't get done.

#1: Write a novel (outside of NaNoWriMo)
Yeah, this didn't happen. As I've outlined before, I have trouble finishing writing projects when they land outside of deadlines or structures. But hey, I sure started plenty of novels.

#2: NaNoWriMo-Vol. 2
HEY I did this !!
And, I did win! (Just realized I totally meant to do a post telling y'all that and never got around to it - oops.)
But hey, I'm 1 for 1!

#3: Enter the WriteOutofThisWorld contest
My last resolution, which brings my tally up to: 2 for 1!
If you remember, I did a whole post about disappointment in a writer's life. That disappointment came from my initial entry into this contest. But at least I did it, right?

That brings me to this year's resolutions.

#1: Write a novel outside of NaNo
Yep. It's the same as last year. And considering I didn't get it done in 2016...why not try again?
Actually, I'm already well on my way. I've started a novel that's been in my brain for a while now, (go to In The Works and check out "A Season of Discord") and I'm really happy with the whole idea. Now, if I could just stay motivated...
But let's hope that even if this novel doesn't make it, I'm able to write another one.

#2: NaNoWriMo - Vol. 3
Yep, yep. I know. Another repeat. But this one is pretty much a given, so is it really even a resolution?

#3: Enter the WriteOutofThisWorld contest
Why, yes, this IS another repeat. But I'm actually pretty proud of myself for this one. Even after the huge disappointment of last year, I'm willing to go back and try again. And hey, nothing says "writer" like being rejected, am I right?

#4: Write short stories
Finally, a fresh resolution that hasn't been recycled from last year.
This is something that's been on my mind for a while. After working on my short stories for the contest, I've realized that I actually really enjoy writing them. I love the fact that it doesn't take up too much time (ergo, my brain is able to stay focused on them) and that I can take little concepts that aren't enough for a whole novel but I still love and put them into something short but fun. Plus, I'm hoping to post my stories on here, so you all can get a taste of my writing!

#5: Push myself
This kind of applies to everything in my life, not just writing. But for your sake, I'll outline what I mean when it comes to being a writer.
I want to write more and stay focused on the big projects (like novels!)
I want to write out of my comfort zone - write things I wouldn't normally write, like genres besides sci-fi or fantasy.
I want to allow more people to read my writing. I tend to get hung-up on people's opinions of me when it comes to my writing, but if I ever want to be published, I need to get past that fear. There will always be haters in this world.
I want to find a community - other writers who I can chat with and can be my peers when it comes to writing. People who are safe to read what I write and can constructively criticize my writing - something, like I said before, I'm almost afraid of.


Well, that's it for now. Thank you all for reading!
-Trinity

Saturday, November 19, 2016

Hot Tips for Writers

Okay, yeah, I've kind of given up doing a daily log this year. Why? Because it's already the 19th and I've only posted 1 log so far.
So I'm just going to stop trying at this point.
But, anyways, I felt like giving all you writers out there some *hot tips* about writing.
Cause I'm such an expert

#1: always, ALWAYS upload your writing to the Cloud.
I *might* have some experience with this. Might.
I'll tell you the story:
I had a laptop a while ago, a really nice one that had a touch screen and everything. I had it for a pretty long time, so I did a lot of writing on it, including last year's NaNo. Also, it's name was Data (yes, after Star Trek).
But then, one day I dropped it. Not very far, at all, but it managed to hit the ground at *just* the right angle, and the screen cracked. Not usually a big deal, right? Typically, you can still use a laptop that has a cracked screen.
Unless, of course, it's a touchscreen.
So, just my luck, the screen now constantly thinks its being touched. Which means I can't do a single thing on it. It was a sad situation, yes, but I was like "oh well, I'll just use my old clunky laptop again. It has OneDrive, I can get everything back from that."
Unless you're an idiot and decided to not upload all your writing to OneDrive.
I got some of it back, yes, but all the stuff that was really important to me in still in that little useless computer.
(Thankfully, my dad is a tech whiz and is going to help me get all of that stuff off the hard drive so I can not lose it all into the black abyss of nothingness.)
Anyways, a good lesson to y'all: always upload everything to the Cloud. You'll thank yourself for it later.

#2: music makes the world go 'round.
I used to have a lot of troubling focusing when I wrote. I tried different background noises; I even lied to myself that having a TV show like the Office on in the background was helpful. (I honestly thought it was, until I started pausing it when I sat there and found that I got a lot more writing done in the pauses.)
But at the same time, I did need something to help me focus. I love music, of course; it's kind of a big thing for my family. But listening to just my normal music doesn't work.
You see, when the music has lyrics, it tends to throw me off. I get caught up paying too much attention to the song and not enough attention to the writing I was trying to do.
My solution?
I went on Spotify and picked out a few of their pre-made playlists. They have a whole section of them devoted to "focus" and that was probably the best decision I made in my life as a writer.
My personal favorite is "Deep Focus." It has a beautiful sound, it's all instrumental, and it's all peaceful enough to kind of tune out while you're writing.
Try it. You'll love it.

#3: coming up with a daily quota is probably the best decision you can make.
That is, if you're like me.
I find I write the best during the NaNo season. Yes, some of it is the thrill of "competition" (though it's not, really), but honestly, I find that having the set daily amount INCREDIBLY helpful.
I can write a small but still good amount every day, and feel accomplished when I stop and still have time to relax and watch some TV or hang out with friends.
I do have some friends who tend to write in a "frenzy" and can knock out 10k words a day. But I, personally, like having a reasonable daily goal. It's kind of comforting to be able to see the end.
Though writing will be harder when NaNo ends, (again, there's just something about November...), I'm going to try to come up with a daily quota that is attainable. And maybe, just maybe, I'll actually be able to finish a novel outside of NaNoWriMo. (I find that that's when my best ideas erupt, the other 11 months of the year, when I find it quite difficult to actually finish anything.)

#4: find a quiet space or change up your location.
It's kind of funny how just being in a different place can stimulate your brain. It seems like having a new environment would be more distracting, but not so. (That is, if you put in earbuds.) For me, as an introvert, it almost creates some new energy being out and about, especially if you aren't interacting with people. And the same goes for being in a quiet space.
Got siblings? Keep away from them. They can be big distractions, especially if they're the type of siblings you actually enjoy hanging out with.
Pets can be distracting, too. I know having my soft kitty sleeping at the end of my bed while I write is a recipe for disaster. (i.e, not getting writing done.) So lock them out of your writing space, if possible.
And definitely remove all of your devices, except for your laptop, of course. Social media is one of the main distractions of this era.

#5: free up your time.
I can't stand doing anything fun when I know I have to do not-fun stuff afterwards. Even if it's something like watching TV, when my mom asks me to do a chore, I do it right away so I can get back to my free-time. It's just not a good feeling having that looming over you when you're trying to enjoy yourself.
The same goes for writing. I tend to get in my writing for the day in the afternoon/night, because that's after I've done all my chores and homework. That way, I can completely focus on writing and not feel that pressure to get other stuff done.
Do you work? Then get that done first. Homework? The same goes for that. Chores? especially that.
You want to be able to relax when you write. It's supposed to be a fun experience, isn't it? So don't leave the hard stuff for after you write. It never feels good.

Well, that's all I have for now! I hope you enjoyed my little tips, and I hope you can establish them in your own life as a writer!
Adios amoebas!



Wednesday, November 2, 2016

The Start Line: NaNo Log days 1 & 2

It's here.
National Novel Writing Month is here.
The goal: write 50k words in a month, in an attempt to write a novel.
Yes, it's pretty dang hard. But also incredibly worthwhile. Last year I signed up with the Young Writer's Program (where you can set your own goal) and managed to finish my novel of 35k. I was even able to print a legit, paperback copy of my story. I remember taking it out of the box and thinking, "it's a book. With my name on in. I wrote it." I was so proud of myself. Sure, maybe I didn't do any sort of editing, leaving it instead as a very, very rough draft. But nonetheless, it's a novel, and it's mine.

This NaNo so far:
Starting out, I had issues. Right away I felt like I had writer's block; the words didn't seem to come. But just a few minutes ago that changed.
I started out writing in 3rd person, something I've never really done before. And that, as it turns out, was the issue.
I was just writing a scene that started flowing really well, and I was really enjoying myself. But as I took a break a looked back at what I had written, I realized: I had inadvertently switched to 1st person.
I love writing in 1st person. It flows well, sounds more put-together. There are some worries, especially in this novel's case, but I think I'm going to switch fully to 1st person.
Yes, at some point I'll have to go back and change the POV from the beginning, but I think overall it will be much better for me and the novel.
For today (and yesterday) I'm not going to do a true log, like last year, but I'll give you a little info about what I've accomplished.

Today's wordcount: 1,945
Total words: 3,681

That's it for now. I have some problems with the story (not that I don't like it, just stuff I need to work through) but so far I'm really enjoying myself.
See ya on the flip side!

Saturday, October 29, 2016

The Trap of Cliches

NaNo is just about here.
Yes, already. I can't believe it's already been a year since I wrote my dear sci-fi novel.
And this year, I'm just as excited.
After mulling over a few ideas, I've finally settled on my fantastically dark fantasy novel idea, Darkest. It has faeries and darkness and evil queens who like ravens.
Yes. I'm very excited.
However, fantasy is VERY different from sci-fi. And what I really have to worry about this year are cliches.
They're everywhere. They're difficult to avoid. And they can easily bring down your entire novel.

So here I'll list what I believe are some common cliches, and how I have avoided them or how I need to figure out how to get around them.

Medieval-esque European setting
Heh. You can count this as one cliche already for me.
Unfortunately, this one can be hard to get around. Fantasy has very much so been grounded in this idea of faux-Medieval setting that it's hard to come up with creative ideas for other types of setting. I would LOVE to find some way around this, but I'm afraid I might not be able to. So far, my story is definitely faux-Medieval, with maybe a few more modern twists in it, but not many. As for European...well, my basis is on faeries who have a certain type of "charge," e.g. a plant or bird or insect that they are somehow connected to. Therefore, the region they live in is determined by where their charge would live in. For example, my main characters are Cherry Blossom and Laurel faeries. That means they'll both live in a mountainous region. However, the main villain(s) (raven fae), live in an open, sage-brush plain area. So European doesn't really go along with the theme, since there would also be places such as a jungle rainforest or African desert.
But again, I'm a little worried about the whole "faux-Medieval ages" thing. My fae will live in little rural, farm-y villages in their regions, doing simple things like working the land and such. Which sounds pretty Medieval-peasant to me. The Raven Queen is the main villain and, of course, lives in a big castle in the Plain region. However, her minion/soldiers wear something more like a modern (and by modern, I mean like WWII) military uniform. And besides that, I want to add some more elements to everything with the Raven Queen to get it even farther away from the Medieval ages.
If you have any ideas for me on my little dilemma, feel free to leave them below in the comments!

Older male mentor
Now I'm 1 for 1. Although I do have an older mentor in this story, she is a more of a matronly, protective figure who also kicks some serious @$$ while searching for her kidnapped son. She's kind of my favorite character and may end up being more central than my MC. And she's a red-head. So Niana for the win.

The orphan
Dangit. Another big cliche for me.
I'm really not sure how to get around this. For some reason it feels so natural to have my main character be an orphan. And I really don't know why. I'd love to get around this somehow, but I have no idea how I could. Especially she's 19 and would still be living at home. Any suggestions are welcome.

The young hero
I already mentioned this in the last section, and though 19 is young, I do have some other plans for her. So this could go either way.
Alaures, my MC, is young, yes, but I also want her to be a bit more of an adult than a kid. Think of her as more of a twenty-something than barely an adult. But at the same time, I need her to be relatively naive. What do you think?

The absent/evil mother
Though Alaures is probably an orphan, I want to focus on Niana here. It's really important to me to have a strong, female mother character in my story, so enter Niana. In fact, her husband is the one who is absent (he abandoned the family) so she's gone through life taking care of her four children alone and doing a pretty epic job at it. And she's definitely not evil. In fact, she's really less evil than her co-MC. (OOH SPOILER ALERT) (jk not really)

The white hero
Okay, I am very much white, so this is funny to write about. But for some reason, the idea popped into my head to make Alaures of a different ethnicity (though ethnicity isn't truly present in my story.) She has darker, nut-brown skin and curly dark-brown hair. Her skin color doesn't really matter in my story's context, but I like the idea of her not being white.

The competent young hero
For the record, Alaures is not competent. At all. In fact, she's kind of the reason Niana's son went missing in the first place. (You'll see later) Plus, I want her to have a lot of inner struggles with her own "darkness" inside and the internal fight of good vs. evil. Hopefully this will prove to be pretty anti-cliche.

The quest
Okay, yes, this story is based around a "quest" (of sorts). But honestly, that isn't so much a cliche as it is a basis of the fantasy genre. Ask any English major (hi, Mom!) and they'll probably agree. Probably. I haven't really asked any myself, yet.

The magic/evil weapon
Let the record show that: YESSS I DON'T HAVE A MAGIC WEAPON
Guys, I'm so proud of myself. I thought I wouldn't be able to resist. But it was way easier than I thought. Just normal deadly weapons for this girl.

Well, there you go. My list of fantasy cliches and how I have (or haven't) avoided them. Please leave any thoughts about my list in the comments, and if you have any questions on the cliches I listed or wondered about one of your own, feel free to ask me!
Sayonara. I'm going to go watch Phineas and Fern now.


Thursday, March 31, 2016

Trials in the Life of a Writer


(I'm just going to ignore that fact that it's been forever since I've posted.)

Look above. At the pictures. You see that? That is my first rejection as a writer.
Yeah, it kinda sucks. The funny thing is, I see it as a milestone. A crappy one, but a milestone nonetheless.
Sure, it's a rejection. But it's a rejection as an author. Every author goes through a rejection. Even the absolute best ones.
Like Abby told me when I was moping and broken up about this, "J.K. Rowling was rejected 5 times when trying to publish Harry Potter." (That's not an exact quote, but you get the point.)
It's true. And J.K. Rowling, as we all know, is considered one of the greatest children's authors of her time.
So I'm trying my best to see the positive in this whole ordeal. Even if I still get teary when I see those pictures or look at the list of winners in the contest.

*
But on a different note, the hardest part of this is being motivated. I mean, who wants to go on writing when their first piece ever to be seen by another's eyes is rejected?
I'm trying so hard  to get myself writing again. Besides all the obvious factors that hinder me (school and life), I just can't sit down and write. It's painful. All I can imagine is being rejected again.
My short story for the contest was inspired by the band Metric. One of their songs (Speed the Collapse) has a line that says "Auctioned off their memories." My main way of inspiration is finding little phrases or ideas like that and building off of it. I was thinking, if I did well in the contest, I wanted to find some way to send my story to the band. But now...I still kind of want to, but I'm afraid. I have that awful little critic in my head that tells me no.
But in those cases, you have to be brave. I know that I want to write. But if I never take chances, how can I be a writer?
I think it was about a year ago I told myself I wanted to write. Not for me, not for the community, but for God. I realized how incredible His gift of language was, and I wanted to be able to use that for His glory. But then again, you know, a rejection. All I could think was that He didn't want me to write. But I have a feeling it was the enemy telling me that.
And so, I will write again. And this time, I will be brave. I will write for the glory of God. And I won't be afraid of rejection.
 
<3

Tuesday, January 12, 2016

A Writer's Resolutions

Wow. 2016.
Well, now it sounds terrible to say that I haven't posted since last year. Sorry. Life and stuff.
I've never been big on resolutions; it's more of a subconscious thing for me to make these plans but not really follow through.
However, for this year, I've been changing it up a little.
I've been going and making little resolutions for different aspects of my life: school, art, and of course, writing.
So I wanted to share my writing resolutions with you here; your support and constant reminders of my goals would be great!

#1: Write a Novel
Yes, I know, kind of obvious. But this does exclude NaNoWriMo, so it would be a totally independent thing for me. And, therefore, probably a lot harder to follow through with.
My main difficulty with not finishing one novel is that my brain is always working and unconsciously creating new ideas. I'll be super excited about one story, start writing, but the next thing I know, my mind is telling me about this great new idea. So after all these years of writing, a lot of cool story ideas have been left, half-finished, in the dust.
So, really, this resolution is a lot deeper than it sounds. It also requires focus, patience, and dealing with my life-wrecking ADD. (Yes, ADD. I can't even READ anymore. It sucks.)

#2: NaNoWriMo-Vol. 2
This should be a given for me now. Normally, it would be no big deal, especially since I managed it during my insane month of November this year, AND with no former experience under my belt. But I'm pretty sure this year is going to be even worse.
I have a lot of things I'm working on/towards. I'll be a Junior, and I've heard from many people that that is the most difficult year of high school. Not exactly looking forward to that.
And in addition, I'll be hopefully beginning Running Start, teaching an Ancient History class at my co-op, and applying for the Washington Aerospace Scholars. It's a lot of work.
But I'm a big dreamer, and I aspire to be a lot of things. That makes life even more overwhelming.

#3: Enter the Write Out of This World short story contest.
So this isn't totally a resolution; more just a plan and project I'm working on. And another reminder, considering the contest ends on the 31st of this month. Heh. Yeah. I really need to get going on it...


Well, that's it. For now.
I think people try to get themselves off the hook by saying that resolutions are only made at New Years. But they shouldn't be. If we want to change something in our life, start NOW. Life won't wait for ya.

Anywho, happy 2016. Maybe it'll rock, maybe it'll suck.
Adios, amoebas.

Tuesday, December 8, 2015

Letting Go

Please, no, don't sing Frozen. That's not at ALL what I meant. I mean, really, we all know that fad passed quite a while ago.
Anywhooo...
I've gathered you here today to talk about poetry. Let me explain my reason for the title of this post:
For a long, long time, I've always focused solely on rhyming poetry. My mind told me, for some reason, that that was only the real poetry and everything else sucked. My mother, of course, didn't believe that. She is an English major who teaches a lot for my co-ops, and she absolutely loves poetry. Especially the non-metrical free verse stuff. In fact, she herself is a poet of the same type.
Yet in my stubbornness I refused to enjoy such poetry. I love writing, of course, and I really wanted to write poetry and be remembered as a great poet. But I had a lot of trouble writing it; they all were cheesy and quite awful, really.
Until I let go of my stubbornness.
Once I tried to write just a single little poem in a free verse form, a whole world was opened to me. I realized it was so sad I had been holding back all these years, because of a petty and foolish thought in my head. And suddenly, I realized that I could do incredible things.
Ever read E.E. Cummings? He's one of my mom's favorites, and he's known for his incredible free-verse that not only paints with words but also paints using the placement and form of the words and stanzas on the paper. He can make a little poem mean much, much more just by arranging it a certain way.
It's incredible.
Look his stuff up sometime. You won't regret it.
And for those of you who dislike poetry that isn't all rhyme-y and stuff, try to let go of that. Pick up a book of poetry, read it slowly, let the words wash over you. Or take a piece of paper and doodle with words, not worrying about what matches and what doesn't. Trust me. You'll thank me later.
I want to share with you some of my favorite personal poems I've written in free-verse. I really like looking back at them now, and I feel so proud, instead of embarrassed like how I always felt when I looked back at my older, metrical poems.
Remember, we're human. We're creative. Don't let your poetry be like "An Ode to Spot" by Data (TNG). That only works if you're actually an android.

A Time Ago I Spoke with the Winds

A time ago I spoke with the winds.

There was first Boreas,
fierce and cold.
His words were harsh,
his nature unforgiving.

Then Notos,
hungry for chaos.
Everywhere he went,
disorder arose.

Eureus, the poor east wind.
Unlucky, shy,
and disliked.
I think him quite misunderstood.

But my favorite, that is Zephyr.
The west wind,
warm and soft.
Esteemed above the others.
His embrace, his touch,
spring and summer's love.


The Importance of a Soul

The soul, the Psyche,
no greater invention of God.
For it holds the key,
the entrance to one's being.
What would we be
without a soul?
A shell, perhaps.
Living, animated,
but meaningless.
Or a carved marble man.
Beautiful, lifelike,
and yet, not
more than stone.


Welll, I hope you like the poems...yes, originals of mine ;)

Feel free to comment thoughts!

Picard out.

Monday, November 30, 2015

NaNoWriMo: Revelation

Before I say anything else...
HOLY SHCNITZEL ON A STICK I DID IT
Yes, dear reader, this is the truth. I have officially finished my first NaNoWriMo, and I have officially finished my first novel.
It was hard, it was grueling, but I did it.
Okay, so maybe I did change my word count back down to 35k. But that doesn't really matter, right? That's still a large amount of words. And it was still a full blown story, with plot and characters and EVERYTHING.
So be proud of me. How many of you out there actually won NaNo your first year of it? (Okay, so maybe a lot, but c'mon)
To celebrate, I...I don't know.
Maybe I'll not stay up until 11 every night, trying to get in my word count.
Maybe I'll immediately start writing another novel, now that I know what it's like finishing one (actually, this kind of is my plan...)
Maybe I'll go out and get fat on celebratory doughnuts with my writing partner Abby. (Also likely, we discussed this at the beginning of the month XD)
In any case, I'm done. I've finished a book, I know what it's like, I'm motivated to do that again, outside of NaNo.
Be proud of me, people. Trying to write through schoolwork, an obnoxious little brother at home, and craft fair prep is harder than you think.

So, until next time...

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

NaNo Log: Day 11

Ayyy I'm actually keeping up wit dis lyfe. (Insert other stereotypical teenage gobbledygook here.)
Yes, I am sick, and yes, I did get to stay home from co-op today. THOUGH I'm not *exactly* caught up (that would take many, many straight hours of writing), I did get quite a bit done today. Sooo....
Day: 11
Total Words Written: 8,546
Words Written Today: 1,546
Words Left: 36,454
Favorite Line:
“This is Mission Control.” Said the man’s deep voice. “Ready for liftoff?”

            “Affirmative.” Marcus said solemnly, nodding approval to Preston beside him.

            “Starting engines now.” Preston turned a dial and the ship roared to life, rumbling beneath our feet and over our heads.

            “T-minus 60, 59, 58…”

My breath caught as the countdown started. I had nothing to do for now except strap in and organize myself for launch. Red strapped in next to me.

            “45, 44, 43…”

Preston’s fingers flew over the keys and buttons on his panel. Marcus sat in anticipation, his hand poised over a little numerical keyboard.

“39, 38, 37, 36…” Sitting back, Preston set his left hand on the armrest and lingered his other hand over a final lever. Marcus’s fingers started to tremble. Suddenly he sat bolt upright, bright, intense fear in his eyes. His hand dropped from the keyboard.

“What are you doing?” I yelled at him over the tremulous noise.

“I can’t…” Marcus looked back at me, pleading.

“23, 22, 21…”

“You have to!” I screamed. The men on the other side of the screen were apparently oblivious to our situation. Preston and Red were alarmed, but neither could do a thing.

“15, 14, 13…”

I unstrapped myself and stumbled over to the captain’s seat. Marcus sat, statuesque and white as marble.

“10, 9, 8…”

 I tore him out of the seat and strapped myself in. He tripped over to my own seat, and fumbling with the buckles, managed to get himself tied in.

“5, 4, 3, 2, 1…Please key in launch code ‘030’.”

I did as he said, my fingers typing in the numbers as quickly as possible. Nodding, I signaled Preston to complete his final launch duty.

“Liftoff.” Preston threw the lever forward, and we were instantly pressed against our seats at the sheer power of the craft. I wanted to turn my head, to see Marcus as he sat behind me in my own seat. But since the force did not allow me too, I could only imagine his face.

A face of pure fear, of pure shame.

Heheh, sorry for the extensive writing excerpt. I'm just really thrilled with this part :) So, pray that I keep up on the writing a lot a day, because it's necessary. VERY necessary. The motivation is so hard, ya know?

Anywho...see ya!

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

NaNo Log: Day 10

So, I, uh, KIND OF wrote today. Just a leetle bit. WAITWAITWAIT before you judge, I'm getting sick AND my brother's still home and crying AND I'm still behind on school. And obviously, NaNo isn't my mom's priority for me, right now. But I did what I could, with what I had, where I was. (Teddy Roosevelt, anyone?)
And although this sickness is supposedly just a cold, I'm kind of miserable. Maybe mumsy will let me skip co-op tomorrow, and I will be able to catch up on schoolwork and writing.

Day: 10
Total Words Written: 7,000
Words Written Today: 464
Words Left: 38,000
Favorite Line:
“Good-bye, and good luck.” The official nodded pertinently and strode through the middle of our group. At the other end of the bridge he gave a neat salute and disappeared into the dark corridor. We were all alone now.
LOOKIE LOOKIE HOW BEAUTIFUL THOSE NUMBERS ARE SO EVEN AND PERFECT hehhhhh...
                                          /\ Me right now.../\
Why, yes, that IS how I look at 9:00 at night, sick and wearing no makeup.
Gollum must leave you now. Gollum says goodbye.

Sunday, November 8, 2015

NaNo Log: Day .........8?

Heheh. Sowwy. Life's just been a little crazy for me. IT'S NOT PERSONAL, I PROMISE GUYS I'm totally behind on my word count, too.
A little summary of my life craziness right now:
The little bro just had a surgery. A BIG surgery. So I've been spending many nights and days with friends, trying to get school done and write while not completely shunning the peeps. It's hard. BUT luckily, on Friday night my friend had to babysit so I got an hour and a half of writing in and caught up a bunch. Yay! So please pray, people, I need it right now as does my fam.
And now...
Day: 8...though I've missed logging what, 6 days?
Total Words Written: Haven't finished my writing for the day, but I suppose I should try to get the base down so you get the idea: 6,382
Words Written Today: 548...heh, again, not finished for today. But I got SO much done on Friday, almost 2k, I believe so DON'T JUDGE
Words Left: 38,930 OHMIGOSH GUYS LOOK WHAT
Favorite Line:
            It was the day.

            The morning sprung bright, glistening with dew and the sound of careless birds singing. I woke up in a puddle of drool on my pillow, still half in my uniform and my arm draped over an open textbook. But the grogginess in my eyes soon cleared up.

            “The day!” was all I could think. “The day! The day!”

            As I brushed my teeth and smiled into the mirror, “The day!”

            As I arranged my light travelling cases by the door, “The day!”

            In every sound, in everything I thought or saw or tasted, “The day!” Nothing more excited had ever happened, it seemed. My life before this, truly, was simply the rising action to the climax of today. I felt a rosy flush in my cheeks and a sparkle in my eye. Nothing could compare to this feeling. Nothing.
Be proud of me. I had to spend like a whole day or two this week trying to find out how to get a relationshippy talk not sound like it's a bunch of Jr. Highers. Thankee Abby, for being my writing partner <3
Aloha!

Monday, November 2, 2015

NaNo Log: Day 2


So, again, late at night-ish, I finish my writing for the day. I'm gonna jump on the bandwagon and make a little log template for myself, to keep track more easily.

Day: 2
Total Words Written: 2,414
Words Written Today: 1,229
Words Left: 42,586
Favorite Line:
"A gasp caught in my throat. The sphere, as shown from the scanners, was not a star or other heavenly body, but instead a planet.  

A planet about ninety million miles from the closest star.

A planet with a diameter of about thirteen thousand kilometers.

A planet like Earth."
 
As I'm sure you've noticed (or not, I don't know how attentive you are), I've bumped up my word goal from 30k to 45k. As I was writing, it just seemed like it was going to be very short, and since it's a sci-fi, I wanted to make it a longer story. Of course, there's a chance I'll change the word goal back if I find I won't have enough content to cover it.
I'm equally as stoked with my story today...but not so much with the writing. It's difficult, sometimes, especially in a sci-fi that deals a lot with technological descriptions. Ever read "Citizen of the Galaxy" by Heinlein? There's literally a whole chapter devoted to explaining the delicate inner workings of the space ship and it's culture. It's still my favorite sci-fi, though. So I though an appropriate geeky meme would fit in nicely with this.
If you don't get this, you're dead to me.
Just kidding. If you don't go watch MST3k* right now, you're dead to me.
*Mystery Science Theater 3000
Adios, peeps. Enjoy life and stuff.
 

Sunday, November 1, 2015

NaNoWriMo:Genesis

It's here, people.
It's really, truly, finally here.
My first NaNo has begun.

So, I'm gonna attempt to update my log *at least* once a week, if not every day or so. And I'm sure you can tell, since it's 10:00 at night, that I've spent much of my day writing and also my night writing.
And, congrats to me, I've managed to knock off 1,185 words TODAY.
Maybe this isn't impressive to you, but I'm SO proud of myself.

I have to admit, I wasn't that thrilled with my story plan yesterday and the day before. I was actually scared, scared that I wouldn't like it at all as I tried to write it and have to come up with something new very, very quickly.
But after writing today, I'm really in love.
I'm in love with the story.
In love with the characters.
In love with the relationships.
Really, truly, finally in love.

Thanks for reading. I hope I haven't distracted you from your own NaNo and gotten your word goal all off.
Sayonara.

Monday, October 26, 2015

When Inspiration Hits

A few days ago I got a book from the library called The Pocket Muse. I discovered it from my friend Mariesa, and decided to check it out.
Oh boy.
I knew the basic idea of it, and I thought it was pretty cool. Then I read it.
And everything hit.
On every page, a word or a picture speaks to you. In the back of your mind something formulates, no matter how simple the prompt.
It was incredible.
So here's a little story I was inspired to write by this incredible little book. I hope you enjoy a real taste of my writing.

Invisible Voice


He was a nobody.

He was typical, average, unknown.

He sat in the back of the class, speaking to no one, getting good-but-not-perfect grades.

He had bland brown hair and bland grey eyes.

He was invisible. No one knew who he was, nor did they care to find out.

He didn’t seem to care, either.

But at night, he would climb out his window with a black mask and dark clothes to shield him against the shadows.

He would be out, for an hour or so, then come back and fall asleep.

In the morning, somewhere in the city, a bright mural would appear, of a smile, or a person, or a word.

They spoke for him.

His voice seemed invisible.

But it wasn’t.


Well, I hope you enjoyed that incredibly short little story.
Let it be a lesson to you:
When inspiration hits, don't stop it. Don't push it back down.
Do something about it, even if it means getting up in the middle of dinner. (I hope your family understands.)



Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Creating a World- How to Make Your Setting More Than a Place

Let's look at some of the most beloved stories of all time:
Lord of the Rings and The Hobbit
Eragon
Inkheart
Alice in Wonderland
Fairy tales of all kinds

What do these stories all have that make them classics, to be remembered and read for years to come?
The answer:
The setting.
Sure, there are plenty of good books out there. But often we love them most for the characters, or the story. But one of the most important parts of a good book is the setting.
What these books have is not just a place, not just a cool time.
They have a whole world within their pages.
And I'm here to help you put that in your story, too.

Okay, so I'm not some big giant best-selling author. Not even close, in fact. But I have some experience creating worlds. That was one of my favorite things to do when I was growing up. My older brother and I would sit together and draw maps, with interesting names and stories behind them. Those were the first worlds I ever made.

Ever read Myst? If not, do so NOW. The whole basis of those stories are the worlds, worlds that people write and are able to go into and explore. As a writer, that should be your goal.
My awesome writing buddy Abby and I went to a writing workshop a few weeks ago at the EMP (Experience Music Project) in Seattle. The point of the workshop was the create worlds, characters, and plots for sci-fi/fantasy writing. The teacher was a published author, which was pretty cool :) We had a really good time, I think, and learned a lot. It was awesome talking with other young writers and learning about their worlds and ideas.

I've had a story world that I've been working on for a long time now. It started out just being a story, but then I had so many ideas that it turned into a whole world. I call it Morpheus. So I'll run you through some of the basic ideas for creating a unique and interesting world, and use my own world for examples.

#1: Create a unique custom
You can have a world, sure. It can be really pretty and full of jungles and beaches and oceans. But is it memorable? I think that the best way to create a memorable setting is have one aspect that really stands out. For me, specifically, that is a custom or tradition that the local culture embraces and bases a lot around. In Morpheus, that custom is birth tattoos. For the first week of a Morphean's life, the parents will watch it very closely, and learn about it's personality. They then make a decision on what tattoo the child will have. There is a whole encyclopedia of these birth tattoos. Of course, every tattoo means something different, and there are too many to write here. But another part is the placement of the tattoo. Chest=emotion, jaw=wisdom, shoulder=strength, forearm=ability, and torso=religion. (I'm still working on these, mind you!)
You see now? (Sorry, I kind of went off on that...I'm very passionate about Morpheus :))

#2: Have a landmark or central point
I think this is a very obvious one, and not that difficult to utilize. It's kind of the idea of having a capital city. In LotR, what is an aspect of the world that stands out? The tower of Sauron, of course. It represents the center of the evil empire. Same with, say, the dwarf's mountain. Or the elven palaces. For each state of the LotR world, it has a distinct central point. In Morpheus, that central point in the city Eris, or "the rose of Morpheus." It is the capital city, a bustling hive of activity and politics. However, another central point in the story is the beast's lair. That is the center of the evil, barren side of Morpheus.

#3: Culture, culture, culture
Again, very obvious, and slightly redundant. But IMPORTANT. Taking from LotR, again, and especially the Hobbit, you see a lot of culture which separates each species from another. The dwarves are hard-working metal smiths and miners. This attributes a lot to their culture. You see them as very determined people, never ones to give up. And artisans. Also (umm might be a spoiler) the greed of riches you see in Thorin. Okay, I'm having a hard time explaining this. Sorry. But you get it, right?

#4: Personification
A great way to sum up a culture or world is to personify it in a single character. This is actually a very common practice. In traditional folk lore, the hero is the embodiment of the common people and their goals and dreams. Take Robin Hood, for example. He's the hero, of course, and he is the hero because he cares about the common folk's well being. He is a representative of them. My character Kephas is somewhat of an example of that. He is the son of the mayor of Eris. Eris is beautiful and thriving on the outside, but every rose has it's thorns. Kephas has a connection with the commoners that the other politicians do not. He sees the truth behind the glory of Eris, and knows he has to help the common people. His virtue, as well as any folk hero's, is the virtue of the people. Kephas means "rock" in Greek, and he shows that by being strong-willed and steadfast in his belief.

#5: Tie it in to a known culture
This is incredibly common, if you look hard enough. In the world of Firefly, everything is Asian influenced. In the background you can see Chinese characters, and when the crew swears it's in an Asian language. Inara's clothing and, well, job is highly influenced by this. Her, ahem, companion job is a reflection of the geisha, which is really just a glorified prostitute. The Klingons of Star Trek are also Asian influenced. Look at the modern clothing in Next Gen or DS9. It is very samurai-like. The idea of warrior's honor is similar, as well as the hand-held swords and other weapons the Klingons use. Morpheus is very Grecian in it's culture. The characters all have Greek names, the definitions of which fit carefully into their personality. (See Kephas above.)

Thank you for reading! I hope this helped and inspired you to create a new world for your characters and readers to live in. Feel free to post your own worlds and ideas, as well as any comments on what you think makes a good world.

Picard out.